How much of the bible have you read? I’ve read it here and there. Anything important, Music has taught me. Music is slowly teaching me about the world and my place in it, what can I do but cry? That’s all any of us can if we connect with real thought. How can a thought not be real? What is the matter of thought? Let us look at what at thought is:

A thought is an idea produced by thinking… ok what’s thinking?

Thinking is using someone’s mind to figure something out?

The mind is the brain, right? Not exactly. I had to look this one up too: ” the mind is considered to be the emergent property of the brain’s neural networks.”

How is a neural network formed? Two neurons communicate over and over to improve over time. The distiction becomes organic over artificial. An artificial version is just more simplified – human social interactions can use the word “fake”- and we conclude art is how you can tell the difference. In texture and other subtles. We also see how I might possibly be able to have a functioning family. That is, if I understand how to guide my children’s neural networks and how to train them. So from here, it is a matter of myself practicing. Do I do cardio first? I still have to reach that elusive max heart rate. What if its not possible? Is that possible?

I went to my first group spin class in awhile and it was AWESOME!!! The long stetches and doing just what the instructor says looses track of time but she has been riding as long as I have! Shes only been teaching spin for about a year but she teaches other aerobic workout classess. I talked to her after class and I said way too much and she pretended to listen .. that awkward trail off thing. But because I stayed around … she got tomorrow’s class in my thoughts. It’s a good weight to think with.

The pictures below are of my porch out front. It’s got a yarn/Morning Glory fan in a few places. Sheri thought that trellace would be good for the vines. you got 2 of the 10. They’re loading slow. Maybe I’ll load more in the morning. I’ll sleep then decide. Oh yea…I just learned about Maytr Syndrom . . . . . . .

What’s something a person supposedly close to you has said to you that let you know they probably don’t know you nearly as you (and maybe themselves too) had thought?